Things I Don't Say Aren't Things I Don't Feel
Friday, February 11, 2011
Likewise, things which hurt but aren't show are painful and real.Friday, February 11, 2011
On one hand, it's pretty much disappointing that I have to come to my blog to vent out frustrations (and I think I've been only using this as a platform for such things in recent posts). Blogging is suppose to be a fun thing to me. A creative outlet what have you. But I think life has been such a downer for the past few months or so that I haven't really wanted to update this blog.
Recently, I have to say I've reached my limit. With so many things and so many people. No one likes their world falling down on them. No one. When you're a kid, you used to hate it when your parents left your side. To them - that was their world falling apart. The thing is, most kids grow out of it and they become numb to the idea that their parents are their whole world. It's just an analogy. But I feel that my world is coming apart too - only I don't know what will ease the anxiety.
Why am I frustrated? People. That's what frustrates me. People and their lack of social awareness and their selfish desires. Everyone has the right to be 'somewhat' selfish. But I never believe in being selfish to the point of breaking bonds. You only make friends once. Some hurts cannot be reversed. Next to family, friends are all you have.
So in my heart, I do what's right. That's my selfish desires. But would I do right by stepping on my friends? Bitch please, I'd put my life on the line for them.
Or at least I still think I would for some.
And yes, put your ear to the speaker and choose love or sympathy.
5:36 PM
Change for me
Elliot Lucas Marcell16.01.91
164.5cm
Meridian JC
CHANGE
Since I don't have a band, I was wondering what I was gonna put up here. Okay, when I think of something good then I'll place up. Till then, you can watch this empty space. Which isn't so empty anymore considering I've just typed words inside of this box. Wow.
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